oh lmAO ive dived deep into the back of my blog and i just remembered that i used to call my personal posts ‘miney time’ instead of minerambles thats so cute

all i can really do now is wait desperately for when im not drowning in university work

because then ill be able to do more than just fix up drawings doodled on the train and actually make cleaner stuff

one day..

its kind of sad that im sleeping to procrastinate from doing uni work

like theres literally nothing else i feel like doing

even if there was id feel bad that i wasnt doing work??

its gross

i was sitting at the bus stop ready to go home when i noticed this elderly dude keep looking at me

i was like ‘oh shit is there something on my face or is he gonna start shit’ (for whatever reason) and he got up and walked to me slowly

he said something and i couldnt hear so i was like excuse me while inside i was like shiiiiiiiiit

and he was like 'with total respect…’ all leadingly like he was gonna say something bad and he paused and i was like fuck 'uhuh?’

'with total respect….i love your hair. no offense or anything' 

??????????????

like i was flattered but endlessly confused because my hair was just back in a ponytail to disguise the fact that it needs a wash and i get a random-ass compliment 

i feel like he was trolling

jUST WATCHED GRAVITY AND IM REALLY NOT OKAY

PREVIOUSLY UNKNOWN FEAR TRIGGER

FUCK

ASide from that there were quite a few scientific inaccuracies wow

watches free

feels sexually attracted to the water animation

okay wait i dont get this

ive somehow gotten more flexible and more fit despite doing even less exercise then i did in highschool

i remember not even being able to touch my toes or run a hundred meters without winding myself

what the fuck is this am i magic

wtf

there was a drink in the drink dispenser unclaimed and i gave it away to someone.

…

why did i do that i could have had two (2) whole drink

3D modelling~….3D modelling~…..

go fuck yourseeeellfff~~~…

:)

i should be researching the prince of egypt for my assessment but instead im lying on the floor clutching my stomach in pain

go me

hello uterus yes i feel you down there

yes uterus im sorry for not getting pregnant and reproducing as is my biological purpose

but can you not

you

you know what

im going to stop denying myself cool things because theyre not for any kind of use

and because im afraid of people making fun of me

im going to buy coloured contacts if i want to

and cosplay if i want to

and buy cute clothes if i want to

fuck yeah

attempts to take out a contact that didnt exist

pinches eyeball instead

spends next few minutes flailing

[10:05:40 AM] Smapbacks: ‘my boyfriend is fucking dead’
[10:05:45 AM] Smapbacks: 'gurl why dont you leave him’
[10:05:50 AM] Smapbacks: 'CUZ DICK TOO BOMB BITCH’
[10:06:01 AM] Jason: LMFAO
[10:06:13 AM] Smapbacks: oh god now im just giglgling at my own dumbjoke

room mate wakes me up by screaming and throwing things

hahahah….hhhah..hhhh