#I really wish that somebody would tell Natasha the same thing #that things that she did in the past wasn’t entirely her fault #she was following orders #and she was raised to be following orders without questioning them #it wasn’t her fault #the red in her ledger was forced on her #she had no say in it #somebody should tell her to stop beating herself for something she had no control of #it’s painful to see her so guilt-ridden even though I believe that she knew she wasn’t totally at fault #she knew #but she couldn’t help feeling the guilt and regret #and her telling herself to stop hurting wasn’t working #but she needed to hear it from others (via brokenmordsith)