The older I get, the more I realize I am truly alone. I relate to very few and those who I do allow myself to love and to trust, infallibly let me down. Every single time. None whom I have loved have understood the feelings I bear for them. I don’t think anyone ever will. 99% of social relationships for me are totally superficial. No one gets it, no one understands. No one can relate and no one cares, really. I’m trying to accept it but I don’t want to.