thats…really sad. to hear. i’m really sorry youve had to deal with all this.
am i wrong, or is everything starting to come to a head? is it bad enough that you want to leave? the only way you can really figure out what to do is to find out what you want.
are you in contact with your sisters? is there any one you can talk to that can actually affect your situation?
im sorry to ask a bunch of questions like this. we can talk on gtalk if you want, or not at all. i’m just…worried. and kind of angry.