I FELT SO TORN ABOUT THE WHOLE THING BECAUSE I THOUGHT DERICK WAS DEAD AND GONE
AND DIRK WAS LIKE ‘THAT IS ONE CUTE DEITY YES I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND AND CUDDLE HIM AND MAYBE PINCH HIS BUTT’ AND IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF FEELINGS
BUT THEN HE WAS TORN AND FELT BAD
on that topic though if i go back idk whatll happen since derickmun is basically not online anymore