karkat watches his entire life and then waits for the perfect moment to profess his “hate” to him
canon has stated that kismisitude and matespriteship are constantly flipflopping between each other, which is very similar to human romance because hate and love are both passionate emotions
karkat has stated in canon that his problem with relationships is that he wants someone in all his quadrants, meaning that he experiences human love and not troll love,
this means that everyone he has wanted in his black quadrant he has also wanted in his red quadrant,
karkat himself said he didnt think he was capable of actual kismesissitude at all,
karkat told john that he never really hated him after all, he was confused,
but if you watch the flash you can tell that the passion there was very very real,
karkat felt raw passion for john,
karkat felt human love for john,
karkat was in love with john,
KARKAT WAS IN LOVE WITH JOHN,
IN LOVE,
JOHN,
KARKAT,
this will never not be my favorite thing